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on everything, including this?
eat well 80% u can do pot noodle and fags 20%. ul be fine. do ur wheatgrass everyday and centrum vits. i do! bach flower/cod liver/extra iron etc...
do u know what i mean tho?
my 2nd last blog, the boy thing.
i dont give a bit of me, i give 99% of me. i couldnt do this otherwise. i like to think, and mostly can/do sort wheat from chaff. its always been right. the 1% is the stuff u do in the bathroom haha. not attractive!
thats not to say that i know everything about everything, of course i dont.
i know a lot of things about a lot of things but i dont know everything.
i am flattered to be more than what he expects. what an ego boost. but theres an underlying note. im a whore. im not completely right.
im happy to be too. but they cant ever really SEE inside my head. i want them to. if they wanted to.
i feel very comfy with the boys, i think im more comfy than them. i want them to be comfy too tho.
THIS can fuck with womens heads, i really think it fucks with mens heads more, sometimes.
this is one of the reasons i KNOW i will stay as long as im wanted. im so right in this.
i wish i knew this earlier.
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Added on: 09/15/06 19:27
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i luurve that bed. way back in blog i posted about my bed...it was a new bed.
its totally caving in! in the middle. thats what u get for 240 squid. so new bed on the way...this week!
mental note *spend massively on bed*
well, i sleep in it as well. another month its going to look like a hammock! hahaha banana bed.
actually im lying a bit, its not bad, im just fussy about beds. im sleeping in it tonite? maybe i just have a fat ass.
id like this...whole room as bedland. u open the door, and its wall to wall bed.
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Added on: 09/13/06 20:54
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this caught my eye..hehehe
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Added on: 09/12/06 20:07
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dance yourself dizzy, dolly! the concentration...
disco dancing champion 1978.
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Added on: 09/12/06 19:43
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like we did last summer, lets twist again like we did last year....
sorry chubby, ive been doing too much twisting, got to go to work now..haha
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Added on: 09/12/06 19:32
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get this?
boys who say, that they cant come back....it was too good?
what? eh? isnt that the best fun?
ive had 3 of this ilk recently, i suppose i should be flattered, but theres no way i would want to discard a good time?
please dont think this is an ad or an invite or trying to make myself look fab, im gen interested in comments.
ok, now u know from date of blog, i had a visitor tonite.
brilliant fun, and then, the same quip as a recent visitor.
frightened that they could get to like this too much, get too attached, they didnt expect me to be this and that etc..want to come back tomoro, but...prob never will. keep a nice memory of an unavailable woman.
its like "the rules" but opposite. (that book)
its more profound than what ive written here, but u get my jist.
its a lovely compliment, but..
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Added on: 09/11/06 17:57
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i get great ideas when its time to sleep. i have a wee notebook to write them in, before i forget them. sometimes i am asked questions that take ages to fully answer.
i was in the boudoir with someone who asked me..
what do u like about this? not in a glib way, we know each other, we can be frank.
its a million things, itd be my biggest blog but i can never keep to the tangent on anything. i think thats apparent..
i always wait for the day when i look in the mirror and its an ugly vibe and reflection, not physical, but mental.
my first thoughts when i entered this, u couldnt wipe that grin, and thats never gone away. i always wait for that. still. still. its not there.
its 16yrs since i ever dabbled in this, i still feel new.
i think blogging it is random, too unorganised, not futile, but i need to concentrate on logging it somewhere else.
ud understand it better. so would i.
i really write here in the moment, stream of conciousness, i get really embarrassed sometimes. but i leave it cos im happy for people to see real me, the cringy bits too. im not perfect.
i couldnt bear to be meeting someone who thinks im a this or that. ur only going to get me. that might be off putting.
thats exactly the type of thing i like about other people, people that im attracted to, but i hate it when i read myself.
i laugh at some bits and cringe at others!
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Added on: 09/10/06 01:12
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i got a text yesterday, one of the boys lives kinda close, he was on the way to another jaunt...
and he hand posted a cd for me! a homemade one, with loads of tunes , all with dolly in them? how cool is that? he text me to fetch it from my door.
dolly my love
rubber dolly
hello dolly
etc.
how i laffed, what a nice thing to do?
i also had bonus tracks, all with heather in them.
u have to smile!
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Added on: 09/01/06 23:49
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heres another quizzical literal,
hogging the limelight..
u have to imagine a row of lamps with yellow bulbs and a big hairy boar charging through them, hahaaa...
i have loads of these pics in mind!
swallowing ur pride...a man with a lions leg sticking out of his mouth?
doing odd jobs around the house...a man with his pants down, and there are a few odd shaped jobbies, like square and zigzag shapes all over the place?
being marooned on a desert island...2 men on a wee island, one painting the other with maroon paint?
keeping a stiff upper lip....theres a glass case with an upper lip in it, being watched by a studious person?
i should do a cartoon book!
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Added on: 09/01/06 17:29
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great name eh? just thought of that, il have to use that elsewhere.
i am agony doll, i chat some boys who i will never meet, i dont care on that, i just might be of use for thought provoke lessons. a whores view.
i suppose i learn boy vibe too. we can all learn from each other here.
il tell more later, i need bed right now.
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Added on: 08/29/06 04:52
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im going to my bed in a minute.
but this was in my head.
when people say "i was beside myself"
where are they?
i just said it, its ridiculous.
imagine trying to describe that to a non english speaker.
i was beside myself,
they will be walking around in circles.
beside themselves!
i like literal thoughts!
i make my own comedy! u know that anyhow.
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Added on: 08/28/06 02:05
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oh go and get this one...if ur not horny, u will be after hearing it.
the pink room, twinpeaks soundtrack.
one of my girls is going to show me how to do a cd mix for the boudoir, oh its gonna be red hot!
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Added on: 08/25/06 23:20
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cant u see im bored? well i have had a few free days recently, reading postcards from the edge...quite a few of my boys are on hols, so im reading emails and postcards from them, showing off about the sunnier climates they are enjoying. sometimes, i get trips at other times!
whats good about it, is i have been catching up on scottish friends and some real work! but its not as exciting as stolen trysts and naughtiness...
i was thinking, this really shows me what kind of boy i attract? singles/marrieds with jobs/finances to travel quite a bit, and always a big summer hol trip too.
last summer i had an injured leg so i missed this bit out, august. i started up properly in october and i was delighted to be called for straight away.
but my first caller, i froze on the fone! i didnt know what to say, i mumbled a bit and put the fone down, he must have thought i was strange. i met my second caller, he was lovely, i still chat to him now, and meet up.
i was used to fone chat, id been a sexy chatline host, so i dont know why i froze. i was in sainsburys. maybe it was frozen food section hahhaa.
when i get a call outside, its so mad to have to find a quiet corner, ive been in ikea, sainsburys, on a bus etc. trying to be diplomatic and talking in code...they always start laughing at my cryptic coding, and sometimes we have to wait till later to chat. like me in fopp, unconscious shoplifting?
so, ive had gaps in blogs, thought i might catch up, seeing im around.
im still doing housey splendourising, i have 3 new huge artworks to collect from a frame shop.
one of them, a photo ive always loved. "an american girl in italy" by ruth orkin. 1951. u may have seen it. a young woman walking down a street with loads of italian men staring at her. she looks uncomfortable, but its a classic reportage/documentary snap.
if it was me, id be spinning my head around going hello! hahaha
i have found a spanish artist called fabian perez, a sexy spaniard who grew up with a father who ran brothels. his work is sooo sexy. its the girls. his work is pretty exp, up to 10,000, but id love to own one piece.
maybe one day i will commission him...
im also working on my new site, ul see it soon! loads of new pics, different periods, ive been going shoot mad. i even have some stockings on! cheesy 50s pinup not page3 stunnahhh
il be fighting the boys off with a stick, hahah, a matchstick! well i live and hope... tho at my age, it might be a walking stick.
also been to the osteopath several times...at least i got a therapist that looked like robbie williams, but better looking. good job my bra n pants matched. did that neck cracking thing, he nearly pulls ur head off ur shoulders. spare me the crusher! u feel great after. i reccommend it for girls whose necks and heads get into weird places...hehehe
my i tunes...as i type...GO! by moby, great! oh! warm leatherette by the normal, is next! ace... fetishchicks would NEED to have this tune. stark hard 80s electro.
too scary for my boys.
there is one boy i meet, we are the same age, and a musical archive nite is the way to go. lotus eaters, echo and the bunnymen, hue and cry, swansway, abc, king, bronski beat...u have to sing too.
paolo nutini is playing im my home town soon, at the club i used to work in. i might pop up to scotand and have a nite out with mates. itd be nice to go back, and NOT for a funeral, as usual!
i feel quite light right now, just chatting fun stuff. im having a nice cosy life.
i think im good for people. i suppose ive been thinking... cos i have time!
sometimes i wonder why/if people think, why is she so happy a lot? tears of a clown? cos i think that sometimes about other people. if i get feisty, oh ul know...i can type a stern word now and again.
maybe this is my time, and THIS is so right. thats how it feels anyway. life begins at 40.
like i said, its nearly a year since i decided to come back.
i wasnt even that fussed about being robbed weeks ago. it was just inconvenient, cost me a bit. but years ago, i might have been a crumpled pile of tear for weeks.
i have really nice people around me, some fantastic girls and boys, and of course the old stalwarts from scotland.
is this my longest blog ever?
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Added on: 08/24/06 18:11
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some kind soul read about my technical shortcomings and came to sort out my i-tunes and i-pod dramas!
i have entered a brave new world! its brilliant, ive been going mad buying tunes i never thought id ever find.
"NOW THATS WHAT I CALL DOLLYMOPPING" VOLUME 1 is looking great. i have been diving into the archives and found some brilliant things, ive been singing all day.
i forgot about this one..WARM LEATHERETTE, by THE NORMAL. i nearly burst with excitement.
so heres my faved tunes,
ruby-kenny rogers
jezebel-frankie laine
waiting for a girl like u-foreigner
fuzzy-grant lee buffalo
power lunch-har mar superstar
run to him-bobby vee
warm leatherette-the normal
i put a spell on u-bryan ferry
roxanne-the police
the sweetest girl=scritti politti
the way i walk-the cramps
spooky-dusty springfield
make it with u-bread
baby im a want u-bread
the most beautiful girl-charlie rich
i like the way u move-bodyrockers
and er, a teenage fave, less tuneful and apt for the boudoir, bela lugosis dead-bauhaus. what a shocker thatd be in the boudoir!
thats it so far. ive discovered i tunes, i cant keep away!
i know i can get free stuff from other people tho.
imagine, ive had my i pod since april, its only just been switched on.
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Added on: 08/24/06 16:02
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i love that song, but i think theres another version about me.
it goes,
short and white, a bit older, not bad looking, the girl from notting hill goes walking, and when she passes, each one she passes, goes, have u got any spare change?
i dont know why it wasnt a hit on totp/cduk.
i look at this now and think...maybe it doesnt make sense, cos u dont know the words of the original!hahaha..
tall and tanned and young and lovely, the girl from ipanema goes walking, and when she passes, each one she passes goes, ahhhh....
explaining that has just ruined my joke.hahahhaaaa
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Added on: 08/24/06 01:31
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just reading stuff...
why do people say "night night"
no-one says "morning morning" or "afternoon afernoon"
im going to say it. see what happens. prob nothing. just odd looks.
i get them anyway.
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Added on: 08/23/06 00:58
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yesterday, i was in fopp in westbourne grove, and i had astrud gilbertos new "best of" album under my arm, whilst i checked out other new stuff...
well, the naughty fone rang, and of course, the fopp shop has music playing, and i couldnt hear the boy. so i dived out of the shop, to a quiet corner a few metres away...yes, i still had the cd under my arm! hahaa, i was a shoplifter.. i didnt think anything of it, i was on the fone...
suddenly i realised what id done, and ran back into the shop with a red face, appolgising to the wee spotty indie kid behind the counter, he was so relieved id come back, as he couldnt run out of the shop, as no-one else was there. he was so pleased, he thought he would get sacked, awww.. he was nearly crying...the look on his face when i ran back in, it was great.
so i bought the cd. its ace, get it. i have an ipod, i cant work it out yet, ok, i havent even tried. thats what boys are for... download, dont buy cds, thats so jurrasic. i live in the past, its nice but sometimes inconvenient.
i still have tapes, hahaa. my tape shame...
i buy techy stuff and ponder till a boy shows me how to. i have no techy patience and lose the rag with it.
all the while in fopp, the new boy is listening to my shoplift madness on the fone, i said il call u back, he said no, he was enjoying my comedy moment haha...brave him, hahaa, he still arrived at appointed time, well i give good fone, sometimes.
and then later...a good time was had by all!
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Added on: 08/22/06 18:58
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ive been getting food messy requests...
the other day, i did out my spare room for such..
ive done it before at SE1.
well what a mess! brill fun tho! i was more forceful than him i think, i really flung those pies!
made by me too. full custard, cream, jelly bean, choc sauce, treacle, marshmallow, sprinkles, cherry pie filling, spongey flan on paper plates, we flung them and mashed them goodo...
more prep than anything else, robert dyas placcy stuff, oh i did good! i even had bean bags concealed so we had squashy stuff to fall on and lie on? good idea! he was stunned at my room fashioning..good!
i was a treacle tart, if u get my meaning. hahhaa...
me in a silk blouse and pencil skirt and heels...full on pie, tiswas style...im a good sport!
ur hair is much softer after custard, tho u will smell of vanilla for days...not a bad thing!
(am now thinking of mixing conditioner with custard for real time hair washing)
i have pics...i might do a "comedy corner" on site? hahaa, i was a star...yeah...a monstar...
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Added on: 08/21/06 02:53
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guess what!!!! no, but guess what?
the police called me today...
i thought, oh christ on a bike..what have i done?
well, im a well behaved dollymopp, it cant be anything bad...
.. it wasnt, it was to tell me that my stolen bag had been found in a flowerbed in bayswater, minus money and fone of course?
oh happy day!
i liked that bag, pics of me and family, me and best pals, gym cards, other "important to me" stuff, keys to my bike lock etc. so i have got them at least.
how nice of someone to hand it in eh? too late for fone, bank cards and keys etc, fixed all that pronto on discovery of the theft.
so i asked, can u let me have the details of the finder? yes they can. so a nice reward from me, will go to them, they have saved a little bit of my life.
im thinking 50 pounds and a bottle of champers?
it was found next day, but they had a backlog of found stuff to deal with.
i have found stuff, keys, purses etc, and i always hand in, so now someone has done that for me, i feel good. i never thought that would happen, i didnt even report it, cos i thought..nah...
still want to do catpoo plan tho..(see theft post on forum!)
the devil is in the detail..heheeehe
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Added on: 08/11/06 22:25
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