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Couldn't think of another D :)
It seems like a lifetime ago since I last blogged on here. Life is strange. Everytime you think you can't crawl any lower you do but then shortly after you bounce right back.
So it has been a long month so far. Have just cancelled my Dublin tour, it is nice just to be at home. The Irish site was down for a while so decided to take some time out and do ME things. Have tons of paperwork to plough through and am eagerly waiting for the postman each morning to bring my latest lot of paperwork. Still missing about two really important letters, what is it with Royal Mail? They reckon millions of letters get lost every week. I think most of my post makes up that figure!!
Am trying to stick to my diet, not that I really need it, just want to be kinder to my body, have lost a stone so far, only one more to go. Saw the news article yesterday about how BMI are outdated and inaccurate. As long as my advertising is true then I have nothing to worry about. My clothes fit me(waist takes a 12), I am healthy and happy and that is all that matters, but my BMI for the record is good. Have had a week off training which has been devine. The lergies came to pay me a visit so decided to take some time off. Went to the theatre on Monday, really should do that more often. My date became sick at the last minute so took a girlie with me instead. It made the next day shopping more enjoyable by far.
Anyhow off to decide what to wear for my date this weekend. Don't you just love dating? I love the early stages, see I get the best of both worlds. I get all the fun of later on when working and now dating again I get the hen dance of the beginning. Those early dates are so great, you slowly get to know someone and the anticipation of the first kiss. We have got over the first hurdle and met each others pets. Not sure what we are doing yet so have to dress for every occassion. Think I should cover up a little more, last time I wore high heels and a mini dress and his eyes barely strayed away from my legs and bum. With assets like that infront of you who can blame a man for staring.
It has been weird recently, have met up with two exs. Both for different reasons but it is strange looking at them and remembering what it was like when you were together. Remembering the person you was when you dated. God feels like a million years ago.
Photoshoot day on Monday, hoo ray!! Seeing a photographer who I haven't seen for ages. If the weather stays like this all our location shots are out of the window.
Right, must now go and get dressed. xx
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Added on: 03/24/07 06:48
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So today is home day. Mixture of feelings about going home.
Can't wait to see my puppy. Missed loved ones, not seen my family for ages. It really is hard sometimes to be an escort and try and keep some normality in your life.
So I am sitting here in my Dublin apartment with Toni reflecting on the past week.
Back home I still have another week to go on my posting ban. I asked for this to be imposed while my big boy legal eagles step in and resolve issues with another girl. It has been refreshing to get away from all of that crap. Doesn't board politics get on your tits sometimes. If someone cons and dupes men then posts fake reviews on themselves you would expect them to be banned but sadly not. This leaves me disheartened all I have ever done for the past FOUR years is try to be honest and true about myself. This is a great industry to be in, I love what I do, but it still needs a good ole shake up, sadly from time to time girls come along and pull it back down to the gutter.
I met an urban legend the other week. Turn the clock back a year or so ago. This guy had just started out punting. He had a regular girl who was on to quite a good thing with him. In some ways he is the perfect punter. Now imagine the girl trying to entrap the man and blackmailing him for a large amount of money. It is disgusting that these girls still operate out there.
That is why posting reviews are so vital. If this man came forward this cretin would be blown out of the water. Now I knew both parties in this legend and knew of the tale a year before I heard the man's side. The girl gloated over what she had done.
At least a dozen of my clients recently had bad experiences elsewhere but when girls know their home addresses they become scared of coming forward. But without the review how else will other guys know. A bad experience early on can put most men off for good.
So again I sit back and try and think of how the industry can be raised. The Ipswich murders threw all of us into the limelight. It pulled all the reporters out of the woodwork and many tried to edit us into drug taking, street walking, reckless people. I like to think that those of us on the internet have raised the standard. We are professional business women that care about our safety, our health and the safety of our clients. I hate the misconceptions there are out there about us. Because I am busty and blonde I must be dumb. Imagine the look of shock when the boiler repair and I discussed different types of soldering techniques or when we compared pipe cutters.
God I am going off in a different tangent. Must sign off and go get my new heels to live up to the stereotype.
Will chat to you when I get home xx
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Added on: 03/03/07 08:42
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So the past month has felt like one of the longest ever despite being the shortest of the year.
I have been let down and betrayed by some and others have really shone through.
I am in sunny Dublin today whilst typing this and sat next to me is the person who has been my rock, kept my head together and brightened every day, that is my duo partner. She can't read this as she is online herself and does not come onto this board but her just being there has been great the past month. I trusted people that I should not have and in return I received theft from my home, lies being spread and in general a horrible month. Now my month is picking up.
I am feeling healthier and happier than ever. I received a call today that brought tears, but tears of happiness.
I am going to cut my blog short as I can hear the shops calling us, actually they are shouting.
My to those that have been wonderful thank you, to those that have not let there be KARMA!
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Added on: 03/01/07 08:04
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Yep, for all the men that aren't single I have got the piece of software that I have been after for a while.
It is quite scary. If you ever thought you covered your tracks well the little device I have just had arrive will prove you wrong.
I bought it for a client. He thinks he covers his tracks well, three phones, hides the sim card for his punting phone, deletes all his info on it etc. This little device will pull off his last 20 received and sent messages even if they are deleted and the same for his call log!!
If you want to learn to cover your tracks better then look at the phonepro, it recovers deleted messages and calls!!!
You can't escape Big Brother!
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Added on: 02/25/07 18:51
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God don't know what to do tonight, had a round up of the boards, but I volunteered for a two weeks suspension on my fave board until I sort out legal matters with someone. I am not in the wrong but in appearing to look fair it is only fair if both parties remain away. So my fingers cant type away there.
So tonight I will have to let you read my drivle of the day.
Today I met an amazing man, he has just been diagnosed with cancer, is due to have surgery within the next week but his whole outlook on it was amazing. He was so positive. Now where it is located probably has one of the lowest survival rates but he was so refreshing. Has tons booked in for weeks to come afterwards. I hope he does not head for a downfall with false hope.
I think we all know I am a fruit nut. So tonight it would not suprise many that I was chasing a fox down the street to try and capture it. No don't call the animal welfare people, it had a limp. I wanted to make sure it was okay.
So am tucked up on the sofa with the wooch and watching the top 100 sexiest people. The top ten is amazing. Think I have got to number six and out of the four that I have seen two of them are fuller figured women. Wonder who will be in the top six.
Hoo ray!! Long live the curves.
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Added on: 02/24/07 17:36
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I have badly neglected by blog on here for then past month. So much has been going on that have not found the time to come on here. Everytime the site has an upgrade I get thrown off again.
So the past month has been interesting. Was asked just before Xmas if I would temporarily take a new born baby in. So tried to get as ready as possible and baby has now been placed in a family unit.
My legal eagles have been on overtime time recently, my assault case has finally been settled, nowhere near as much as what they initially said but then enough for a good holiday or an uplift. Decisions, decisions.
Have been having trouble with someone recently who stole from me and has repeatedly lied so the past month has been mentally draining but woke up this morning feeling fitter and stronger ready to kick some legal butts.
Woochie is settling in, the resuce puppy that is. I cried all the way to Dublin when I went on tour the other week. Cant wait for him to get his pet passport so he can come over with me. I really have gone soft in my old age.
Am still house hunting and have 7 more lined up to view. What is it with estate agents? I don't want to back onto a park again so what do they give me? You guessed it. All seven tick at least one box in my DON'T want list. Still cant decide on the town though, further out means more for your money but then I am picky. Nice estate, detached, no off main road, don't want to back onto open land, easy access to motorways. Rooms need to be big, well a girl owns too much underwear!!
Have gone back to normal employment part time so it is nice to meet people that don't see me semi naked and automatically jump into bed with me. It is nice to have a different sort of conversation without sex on the agenda.
Cant believe we are two months into the new year already. My diet is going well, when I do it, 11lb now and counting. I will bore the girls in Dublin when we go, must pack packet food and whisk, oh joy!! At least I wont get food poisoning again.
Toodle pip xx
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Added on: 02/24/07 13:12
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God I cant sleep at night. Tried posting on punterlink and again I cant post on any of the sections so this is my I need help blog.
I don;t know why I can't post it keeps giving me this page:
Warning: your browser doesn't send the HTTP_REFERER header to the website.
This can be caused due to your browser, using a proxy server or your firewall.
Please change browser or turn off the use of a proxy
or turn off the 'Deny servers to trace web browsing' in your firewall
and you shouldn't have problems when sending a POST on this website.
So asyou can imagine it is getting really annoying, I had it the other month as well.
The next thing I need help with is I have run out of my DVD sitcom/dramas to watch so need some more recommended. They are my just before bed viewing. Let's see the crap I watch are you ready to cringe with me.
I love Monk, L Word, Ally McBeal, Friends, Two pints of lager and a packet of crisps, Footballers Wives, Will and Grace, Seinfeld, erm what else do I own the complete works of, cant think of the rest, you get my drift though, it helps unwind my brain at night. So any suggestions for my next lot to watch would be great. I do re-watch them all at least once a year. But having run out of programmes I now cant sleep, ah, help, have been curled up in bed for six hours now and still wide awake.
gonna play with puppies ears now I have confessed to watching really crap shows!
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Added on: 01/22/07 20:29
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I am the type of person that feels this compulsion to help others, when it is not always in my best interest I still want to help. During the past 18 months I have helped out so many escorts, built websites, helped with advertising, put them in touch with my photographer, got them work, lent them incall locations, lent them underwear, re-styled them, even created them, I have lent them my home, my expertise, my money and more importantly my time. At times I have put them before my own commitments.
But sadly, time after time, my generosity is abused. I now own the rights to four girls pictures, all of which have not paid for them, all of which abused my trust, abused my generosity, I faced a call from my solicitor today about yet another girl that I am having to take legal action against just to get my money back. I gave this girl so much of my time, I gave her my overflow jobs, when she was desperate for cash I lent her money and now even though she has been earnt money she does not see fit to pay me back, it was a big decision to take legal action, I sat down and worked out that in just five girls I am owed over 3000. It is disgusting that individuals go through life putting on others and expecting others to pay their way. They dont stand up and take account for their actions.
I hope that from this experience I learn not to help, but I doubt it will. I dont want to let it make me a bitter person.
I am faced with one girl at the moment who is never happier than when she is whispering false shit nothings into a mutual clients ears, sadly he believes the things she says, sad really as he has known me longer. I get regular calls prying into my clients, what so she can gather information on them? With every call the false paranoia comes from her, I think it is just a ploy to get compliments, but with every thing I praise her for I get put downs, I dont care that I am larger than her, I really dont. I love my curves, I am slimming them down but that is for my back, there is no way I want to be that stick insect again, the idea is quite sick, I dont want to see my hips bones jutting out and my ribs poking through just to please others. I love the fact that my curves gain more gazes now than ever before. I dont care that I wear a 12 on my waist and not a 10 anymore. But she does. I dont care that I wont return to the bright, brash, tarty blonde that I was I like the more subtle colour I am now, oh how she revelled in delight when my hair was ruined last year, talk about a rat up a drain pipe, she was round in record time. It is only when something bad happens that I hear or see from her, it is not for support it is to gloat at my misfortune. I get regular calls saying this guy has called me and said x, y and z about you, always nasty comments, now if they really had something nasty to say about me, I sure those two balls between their legs make them strong enough to say the vile comments to me direct, or better yet, to the board direct. It really f****ing p***es me off that she continually says this crap. I avoid her calls like the plague she is like a friggin vulture waiting to strike on my next misery.
The more I type this the more I realise that sometimes I really am a bad judge of character.
What I feel when I think of the 10 most recent girls that have abused my generosity is hurt. I am angry with myself for putting myself in that position again but predominantly I feel hurt. That will teach me for wanting to help others.
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Added on: 01/18/07 21:28
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It is funny when I read back at what people say about the past year.
Mine is a plotline for Eastenders, honest.
Let's see, got engaged to client, he cheated we split up, got together with another client, he was only interested in sex, we split up, lost umpteen incall locations but still managed to scrape by with the two. Helped bring....am counting now, I think it was 8 indie escorts out, now I don't need my maths to work out how many did the dirty.
Resuscitated erm......three people. Car hit, wow NONE, well not major anyway.
More turbulance with my love life.
Spinal surgery ONE. Nipple surgery ONE, oh yes, forgot to tell you that one, my painful boob was a blocked something or other that exploded. They are natural, sounds like something only implants would do. Anyway, it stank, was painful, looked perfectly normal.
Had three escorts stick rather large knives in my back, hey karma is a wonderful thing. What comes around goes around.
CCJ - one person.
Legal action against two.
One breakdown. One build back up.
Weight - yo yo. Lost count of the diets, they all seem to merge into other years.
Two personal trainers, or was that three.
One night in a police cell. Whoops.
One torn shoulder blade, now that was the best booking I have probably ever had.
One new addition to the family, the naughty woochie woo that chews everything even if it is nailed down.
Countless tears and heartaches, countless jaw and head aches from laughing so loud.
And that is probably the tip of the iceberg, hope you look forward to more neurotic posts from moi. I need to tell you about the baby!!And no I am not pregnant!
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Added on: 01/04/07 13:33
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