Whats in a name?

When, after much consideration and thought I decided to become a punter, I created an alter-ego, No thats not quite right I created a persona, a name, something easy to remember Ok peter(-punter) I wont forget that, which quickly mutated into petero as there seemed to be a lot of Peter's about. Must be an age thing (memory loss)
Anyway this petero is me, only the name is different. I execute lavish complex diversions to protect my identity and cover my tracks. Exposure is not an option, though should that fateful day come, I will be big enough to work through it or face the consequences of my action. Justified as they seem/are.
It is getting to a state of dilemma when my phone rings, Or I am making a call..... WHO AM I???? being slightly dyslexic, usually around left and rights (somewhere I am not wired up right lol)I get this symptom overspill to my hobby!
So I had to introduce a system into my phone which triggers me to answer correctly, and it seems to work.
Lately I have been crossing boundaries with women, where we exchange real names. Now some "old school" (hahaha I dont mean old! thats your stuff! ;-) and you know who you are! XX)
Now some more, professional, experienced (is that better?) escorts claim there is a line, that once crossed can never go back to punter/escort relationship.
I digress, this is not about ancient (no Dammit! you dont look old, stop it!) (and you still know who you are HAHA!) rules and laws handed down through escortdom.
So anyway I am on first name terms with some women and them me, what a relief to be able to communicate in this way "Peter, what do you think of such and such?"................ "Eh, what! sorry, I wasnt listening"
feels so much more natural, and in all cases I think the women has instigated it. Now I dont have a copy of the punters bible so I am not clear on this laws, but it feels much more civilised. ha-ha! one escort told me 2 of her real names.
I feel OK with it, it deepens the experience, if I wanted "wambam" I would go to a parlour! I dont want that, nor do I want to get involved. I saw an escort and read on her site QUOTE "Are you a gentleman looking for some uncomplicated, sensual, companionship? Would you like to introduce some fun into your life without an emotional risk? Let us provide the solution...." UNQUOTE Yes I know thats what it s all about but to see it in black and white reassured me. Now if I went about getting my needs met in bars and clubs, apart from the uncertainty and obvious hassle I could not guarantee I wasnt going to get intimate with a "bunny boiler" or have to say something I didnt really mean and hurt someones feelings.

So Petero OR ******* I am the same person, with the same desires and needs. Initially it was about covering my tracks and not really knowing the scene. It sometimes feels silly and I dont tell every escort my name and By the same token I dont want to know the girls name either. In some ways it is like I have been granted some special favour and likewise I tell an escort my real name that says there is something deeper than an exchange of cash. it is a real joy now with some women to say who I am, funny isnt it, well I appreciate the irony, that we get to see (and sometimes more than see) each others bits and pieces, and we get to do things to each otheres bits and pieces that some folk wouldnt dream of doing, yet it is considered weird to know someones real name, bit like kissing, god! that's perverted. So who will I tell my name to today?? the mind boggles.
So signing off now. peace out XX Er, who am I??

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