"To Ere is Human, to Forgive is Divine: My Most Embarrassing Moment"
Those who know me know that I am the type of woman who loves to please. I find it hard to say no and often feel overwhelmed with guilt if I disappoint someone. I guess this is a positive and negative trait. I've been called nice, sweet, easy, pleasant, submissive, and also a pushover and doormat. I bend over backwards for my patients and literally try and bend over backward for my clients. I've come to realize that am a genuine person who wants to be liked by all and make everyone happy. Which is impossible because we know that you can't please everyone. I've observed folks in my business and personal life who seem to lack tact or inhibition. They simply say and do what they want and are totally oblivious to people feelings. I've witness nurses and doctors exude abusive behavior toward patients and it breaks my heart. Am I too sensitive? Sure I am, but I don't believe that's a bad thing. Oftentimes, I read message boards, specifically providers and hobbyists sharing their uncensored feelings about a particular experience. And I think why someone would say something so demeaning and hurtful. And in both cases whether it's my life as the patient's advocate or as a provider; I think we should treat each other the way we want to be treated; humanely.
Recently, I had a client who left quite an impression on me. I had an incall and this was my first time meeting him so I didn't know what to expect. Of course, am nervous during the first meet phase for many reasons; for example, the risk and more importantly, "will he like me?" Well, on the day am to provide my incall, am rushing to secure a place so that I can accommodate my new client who was somewhat pressed for time. So after all the planning and running around; pedicure, manicure, hair, and etc; I wasn't in a good mood. Yeah, I was PMSing (sorry TMI). Eventually, I secured a location and contacted him. Well, this client gets to my incall and in walks this handsome and nice guy (I love this job). I melted when I looked into his eyes, so I tried avoiding eye contact. He was so handsome that I kinda became a shy teenager. And to intensify the situation, my pulse rate starts racing and my pussy starts throbbing, am so anxious to taste him. Yes, I was in heat. I just wanted to swallow every drip drop of his cum. After I tasted him, he starts fucking me and he's fucking me so so good, hitting my g-spot, and am having multiple orgasms. Now folks here is where the story turns bad (for me). Would you believe that I had an unexpected visitor (guys I am too embarrass to state this but am going to simply state it). Mother Nature paid me an early visit (yuck, ewww, damn it). One might say the sex was so good it started my period (sorry, I know this is gross and TMI). Here's how I found out, when our session was over, he goes to the bathroom to wash and I am cleaning up the used condoms and wrappers and yep I noticed the pink tinged condoms and my nursing thinking immediately surfaces, I start analyzing and assessing the situation "Is he bleeding?", "Am I bleeding?" OMG! WTF! Soon I realized that yep it was me and the fucking culprit was Mother Nature (please excuse my French). I wanted to die from embarrassment.
The point of my story is that he was so nice to me and never said anything. Am sure he noticed but he left me with my dignity. Needless to say, he was my only client that day. Mother Nature certainly halted my appointments because I wasn't horny anymore after he fucked me so amazinglying. I consider myself a clean person and I've never had sex while on my cycle. So am still so humiliated by this event because you only have one time to make a first impression and gosh what impression have I left on him. Hopefully he's not thinking this bitch didn't bother to tell me she is on her period. Well, Mr. Handsome Client if you by chance read this, I honestly didn't know it had started and please please please forgive me. And by the way Mr. Handsome Client thank you so much for the multiple orgasms. So the moral of this embarrassing story is that I believe after all the years of being nice to people and ensuring that my patients maintain their dignity; afforded me a client who was nice to me and allowed me to keep my dignity during my most embarrassing and humiliating moment. To ere is human. :-(
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General Category: Escort's Experiences
Current mood: embarrassed
Added on: 07/11/08 01:34
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